My thoughts have been racing
For about as long as I can remember.
At times, too fast.
Leaving me far behind.
And in those moments,
I am ashamed.
I try to observe the world,
Calmly, yet eagerly at the same time.
But somehow, for some unknown reason
I am unable to observe even inner workings of my own mind.
And at times like these,
I feel trapped.
Lost in an infinite prison
Pushing on the walls of my own mind to let me free.
I would do anything
Just for the chance to leave my own thoughts
And connect with the outside world again.
I wonder if I will ever truly be free.